Name: Xian@sSeanna From: Malaysia About me: Hee.." lifeless " is my term.
And i shall make it as my trade mark..*wink*
I'm currently studying at SEGi, boring college it is..hopefully i could get out of this coll asap.
Also, i don't sleep early..so i often update my blog in the middle of the night and that's wat make my entries so EMO-ish..xD
FYI-
Don't get influence by those entries..becoming emo is very pathetic...
And that's why..we're born to
Be happie..hugs!
College is always full craps, we study, we talk craps and we play till we are so exhausted..lol Lame stuffs never failed to appear, lecturer also got influenced by our hyper-active attitude..especially Our Motivator - Miss Mary ann... she's such a active and motivative lecturer..really will do stupid things during her class..xD
As usual, a English lecturer should be very very active and she acts kinda like the form teacher back to high sch time, like our mother sometimes..haha we spent most of our time playing games in class..and there was this game..which we need to create lotsa forfeits for the people who can't do well during the game...
The remain forfeits which hasn't been used during the game were being carried forward for those unpunctual students or even the lecturer..
so last week...my lecturer mary ann was late, we were so hyper tat we gotta see her do the forfeit..lol so she has picked up this forfeit saying " walk around the building and hold one of the student in the class and say HE MADE ME PREGNANT" it was hilarious!!!
and this week..one of my classmate was late, he was asked to do a forfeit too..lol the forfeit was like..asking him to give a kiss on Miss maryann's cheek..;) That was funny, the scene was like...both of them were drunk!..
awww..so lovely!!
girls Vs Boys the winner- the girls!! the girls team including Zy and Ashley..hehe
After the break..3 of the students were late into the class again..lol here's the forfeit- 30 push ups outside the corridor..=S
Random pics in coll =)
Everybody's fav =)
Tiff and i xD
the aussie chain is from Jeh =)
Yip seng with my belt =D
Yum chaa after class..lol
the guys are eating too much..
Yip seng's portion Big wantan mee+double half-boiled-egg =X
What is your natural hair color? [ ]Auburn = that every one wants to make out with [ ]Blonde = with a broken heart [X]Black = with a sexy smile [ ]Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend [ ]Red = that likes to have fun [ ]Brown = who loves to be different [ ]Dirty blonde= with a nice ass [ ]Bald = with herpes
Pick the month you were born on: [ ]1 = who ate [ x]2 = who needed [ ]3 = who killed [ ]4 = who shot [ ]5 = who killed [ ]6 = who smoked with [ ]7 = who banged [ ]8 = who ran shirtless with [ ]9 = who got stabbed horribly by [ ]10 = who cuddled with [ ]11 = who slept with [ ]12 = who ran naked with
Pick the day you were born on: [ ]01 = the kool-aid man [ ]02 = a dog [ ]03 = a shoe [ ]04 = a toothbrush [ ]05 = Santa Claus [ ]06 = The Trojan man [ ]07 = Barney the dinosaur [ ]08 = a prostitute [ ]09 = a porn star [ ]10 = a bag of weed [ ]11 = my lover [ ]12 = a glass of milk [ ]13 = a horse [ ]14 = a lesbian [ ]15 = a stripper [ ]16 = a pickle [ ]17 = a jew [ ]18 = a homo [ ]19 = an orange [ ]20 = my mom [ ]21 = a homeless guy [ ]22 = a whore [ ]23 = my crush [ ]24 = an easter egg [ ]25 = a jar of honey [ ]26 = a condom [ x]27 = a bowl of cereal [ ]28 = a french fry [ ]29 = your dealer [ ]30 = Paris Hilton [ ]31 = your grandma
Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing [ ]White = because I love marijuana [ ]Black = because I'm sexy as hell [ ]Pink = Because the lil people told me to [x ]Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs [ ]Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous [ ]Polka Dots = because I hate my life [ ]Purple = because I'm gay [ ]Gray = because I got dared [ ]Other = because that's how I roll [ ]Green = because I'm good in bed [ ]Orange = because I smoke crack [ ]Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose [ ]Brown = because I had to [ ]Shirtless = because I've got abs
Recently, I don't really carry my camera along where ever i go, and it has affected my blog to be so EMPTY.. xD
I lazee to upload more pics also due to the amount of pictures that are being stored in my laptop is really huge..so i slow down a lil bit... then todae, i was trying to clear some rubbish, i realized...i didn't put any pics about KERLING CAMP yr 08..on my blog nor my facebook..hee basically, the pics are just there for no reasons..lol poor piccies... mm....so i'm gonna post up some here..;) i do MISS those days in jungle camps..xD
mwahh jungle...
sharing is caring.. they all learn to share=)
The food seems too much for our portion..lol
our way to obtain CLEAN water from the small stream.
the rocks there are really sharp and slippery! thanks god i din fall into the river..haha
Dinner by everyone XD
halangan komando.
Mud is our fren xD Embrace them!!
Learn to work together..xD
haha..FAILED!
shower in it..makes no diff?..haha
SOUP@@
The top was designed by Alwin Very unique!! raincoat?
mcm apa??lol yee en's tummy!!!hahahah
our dinner..hee
Delicious!! i left after that..=/ really miss the moments during jungle camp!
P/s: Yee en..kamu mesti balik end of this yr for the jungle camp!!
I was watching the confession of a shopaholic before i came n blog... and in between that, i was so so so happie that i had DURIAN! i love it, just lovin it so so so much...the taste bring a slight bitter but most of it is sweet and when u have a bite at it.
the bitter n sweet thing sounded exactly like love.. the big big DEAL - LOVE! it's always bitter no matter how u view it, it's always bitter ! not as sweet as we tot..=/
however, ppl love being in love..that's just like how i fancy DURIAN! It like a sudden urge to eat durian, so i had this yummie yummie msg being sent to my brain and i keep screaming " DU-Ri-An" haha..till my bro couldn't tahan my noise, he went out and it makes him think of me when he saw durian!!..Lol he bought some home..2 thumbs up! lol..all of sudden, i love my bro even more=P
when it was opened, then i saw this yellow colour fruit!! lol..my favouriteee!! i don't mind my bf giving me a fabulous durian as my valentine gift..LOol i'm being shock-sendiri in the morning!!forgive me ya!
all i wanna say is, loving somebody is real bitter, nothing taste right when the person u love turn on ur back. when u care bout him/her so much, but she/he can't even sense it. instead of being appreciated, they feel that u're getting overboard. how would that feel right? it is not even sweet anymore, not a bit of it..=/ slowly, the one u love, u care started to avoid u and feeling that the way u treat her/him is quite annoying... it makes u started to ask urself question "Did i do it wrongly?" it's memang not ur faulth but u tot it was..make u thinking that it was all ur faulth to make the one u love walk away from u..ahhh
how miserable ?
Enjoy the video =) P/s: it was a view of mine after listening to my fren's bitter story=/ P/s: wanna rewatch transformer!!!=)
this song somehow tells the love stories of most ppl.. From xin yue tuan-shi jie mo ri.
要抱你才能够入睡 （wanna hug u to bring me into sleep) 思念你只剩下疲惫 ( missing u makes me feel so tired) 爱过你才懂得甜美 ( only realize wat's sweet after being in love with u) 再爱谁也都无味 ( feels like nothing to love any other man) 但这世界太多暧昧 ( but there's too much vagueness in this world ) 这世界太多暧昧 ( this world is full of vagueness) 只有你我清楚而绝对 ( only u i can be certainly clear and absolute) 绝不留后路去退 ( never leave any spaces to go backward) 爱到爆裂冲破了极限 ( love till the peak and exceed the limit)
世界末日不躲远 ( the end of the day doesn't go far) 不是爱你的终点 ( not the end of loving u) 就算眼睛听不见 ( even though my eyes couldn't see ) 我的手会记住你的脸 ( my hand will still remember ur face ) 世界末日那一天 ( the day of the end of the world) 有你陪在我身边 ( having u to by my side ) 就算耳朵听不见 ( even if my ears couldn't hear) 拥抱就是最美的诺言 ( embracement is the most beautiful promise)
第一次觉得放不下 ( the first time feeling ego to let go) 第一次心情像海洋 ( the first time my heart feels like the ocean) 第一次无力抵挡 ( the first time couldn't resist) 第一次会那么的渴望 ( the first time being that desperate )
ya~ i don't wanna say good-bye. i just wanna live my life with you
the part when it mentions, there's too much of vagueness in the world.... that's the part i find it SO SO SO TRUE!!
I feel good~... watching ntv7 and it does make me feel good on friday nite...
a lil update about myself.. recently, I've been quite freee even though my coll has started but the class only last for 3 hrs every day..so, I'm rather free after all... however, Assignments never failed to bother my peaceful days...gotta work hard and wanna score high in order to get distinction..then only can get scholarship to proceed my Dgree ..=)
The chance might be slim, but just wanna give it a try..*wink*
As I'm free, I've cooked myself n my mum lunch!! It was my recipe for that noodles..;) take a look...hehe mum n sis said it was delicious...xD
Hmm...yeah.. just to help my fren to pass this msg around.. he has rented a house and one room is empty, so he's looking for SOMEONE to rent it..=) detail of the room... Location: Taman megah, opposite Secret Recipe.. Nearby: Tmn bahagia Lrt station Rental: RM 380...utility bill included. Wifi and washing machine provided. Size of the room: Medium..
If you're interested, can drop a comment or msn me for more info..cool??
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And also..due to Amelia and Tim's influence, I've fall for KATIE from Horton hears a who. she's amazingly adorable!!
When was the last time ur heart beated fast n u just dunno wat u were doing at that moment?
that experience happened when i see him, don't know why, my heart just have to beat so fast and when i talk to him, i would wanna try to impress him, trying to tell him that I'm good even if he's not there by my side anymore...
it's a bad experience, act as if u're very strong in front of someone that u used to be closed with or someone that u used to be in love with... all of sudden, when that person appear in front of u, u would lost ur mind, don't know how to react... try to act normal but the heart just has to beat so fast till u could feel the stress meeting that person.
it all happened, mayb it's that u still care bout that person, really mind that how he/she thinks about u after so long... mind that if that person would still notice ur small lil action while u're talking.. still keeping some hopes that the person would come back to u.. coz in ur heart, they are there already...don't have the strength to wipe them off..
however, still don't dare to reveal ur thinking, don't dare to express to that person coz afraid to get rejected in the end... being so scared to do anything...where's the gut??
Losing it as time goes by, really afraid to get hurt... afraid that the person would have a diff tot about u after u've expressed... afraid that the person would not be close with u anymore coz of ur unexpected actions...
so many things to be concerned, so many decisions to make.. yet still so afraid to even make one... scare to reveal..scare that ppl won't accept u anymore...
there are so much of fears in our livings... the worst fear is to be afraid of being loved.
The new movie 17 again by Zac is gonna be on cinema soon... meaning tat I'm gonna catch it on thursday nite..hehehe The story sounds like Benjamin Button but it's a comedy show..definitely not as bored as Benjamin button =P
All of sudden...my mind is thinking about What if i have a 2nd chance to be 17 again??
It's quite an abstract question..LOL But wat if i was given a chance to be 2 years younger, i think I'm gonna be so happie or shud i be saD?
coz...being 17th, meaning tat i have to sit for SPM again...ouch no plss... wear sch uniform everyday, go for assembly every monday morning, stay back for Kasturi tuition, non-stop sitting for trial exams...etc. not so fun lor...
Cast thosenot-so-fun-things behind my mind, actually going back to high sch is wat i usually tot of.. i gotta spend time with my high sch mates, have some "mature talks" during every lesson in class with khy and all..xD have our gamble session... have our fighting club session.. conteng sch table whenever I'm bored.... have lunch with kitt!! so much things to do back in high sch time....unlike now, i often have to think about wat to do and where to go after class in coll..one word lor.. "boring"
Apart from sitting for spm, being 17 was awesome...
well...now, things changed, i don't get to meet them as everybody is getting busier and everybody is heading to the new direction...
who's gonna look back and think of their frens?
i can't even keep da old pictures..sigh =x coz i only got these 2 pics in my lappy....lol
Our prom!!...very memorable. P/s: send me the pics if u guys still have it!!..plssss=D
awww..so lovely!!
girls Vs Boys
Everybody's fav =)
Tiff and i xD
the aussie chain is from Jeh =)
Yip seng with my belt =D
the guys are eating too much..
Yip seng's portion
My kopi-o
I break all of these..ehhee
